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It only occurred to me yesterday what a major embarrassment I was to Graham and Peter at the Rammstein concert.  I knew that I was screaming a lot but to me I was just enjoying myself.  It wasn't until Graham was talking to his brother and his g/f about it yesterday, that it hit home to me just what he thought of me.  He said I was a total embarrassment to him that night.  He said it in a joking manner but I just knew it was really how he felt.  I have really got to control myself when we go to concerts or even just refuse to go to any from now on.